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The cost of keeping score

What you measure is what you optimize, so be careful you are measuring the thing you actually want.

For a long time I kept score of the wrong number. I tracked how much I read, how many options I compared, how thorough my notes were. It felt like diligence. It was mostly delay.

The number that misled me

11x
time spent measuring vs. deciding, at my worst

When I finally added it up, I was spending more of each decision on the scorekeeping than on the choice itself.1 The spreadsheet was not helping me decide; it was helping me avoid deciding.

An open notebook and pen on a desk in soft light
The spreadsheet felt like diligence. It was mostly delay.Unsplash

What changed

Certainty is a tax you pay to feel safe, and it is rarely worth the price.

I started measuring one thing instead: how fast I could find out I was wrong. A weekend test beat a month of research almost every time.

Three things I track now:

  • how reversible the choice is
  • how fast the feedback comes
  • whether I would be fine if it failed

The five-minute version

The talk this came from.transcript
Stop grading your own homework.
A friend, over coffee

Take the worksheet

PDF Decisions worksheet 2 KB

Or, for the ones who like paper, the same thing in my handwriting:

A handwritten worksheet page
Page one, scanned.
approachfeels likewhat it costs
chase certaintysafeslow, and still uncertain
cheap reversible testa little scaryfast, and honest

What I know now is that the scoreboard was never the game. The game was making good calls and recovering fast from bad ones. Keep score of that.

Wu · Da Nang · May 2026

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Footnotes

  1. A made-up figure for this sample, but the pattern was real.

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